Free

Free. I want to be free. I want to be free from the chains, from the negative world that we live in. From the expectations of perfection, to just be who I want to be. To have the freedom to decide my future. To make mistakes along the way and not have to worry about what others think. To be able to live my life, the life I want to live. To be free of the judging gaze of others. To go out into the world and discover new things. To learn from the wrong directions I may take and be able to find my way back, even if it takes time and some pit stops along the way. To find what I love, what my purpose is on this earth. To find the guy that I love and that is perfect for me. To walk down the street and be proud of who I am and where I’m going. To learn and grow in my faith. To have people to walk beside me; not ahead or behind me. To look in the mirror and like what I see. Free from guilt, sadness and disappointment. To wake up in the morning with anticipation and not dread. To be able to look people in the eye. To be there for someone the right way, not the wrong way. To help someone in need, with my talents, no one else’s. To not have to worry about being deserted and forgotten by people I counted on. To be what I want to be, not what everyone else wants me to be. To know that God will be there, whenever I want to come back. To live my life for what it is and what I want to make of it. I want to be free as wild horses running in the mountains, as free as an eagle soaring in the sky. To be able to let it all go and know that everything will be ok. To be able to be my own person and be proud of where I’m headed no matter what. I want to be free. Just free.