What to Do...

written May 2007

Emptiness. There is nothing there
What to do, when you can’t feel
When you can’t cry, hurt, feel anything real
What to do, when you don’t know where you are
Where you’re going, or even who you are
What to do when you can’t believe
In yourself, or people that always leave
What to do when you’ve hurt for so long
That you can’t remember whatever went wrong
What to do when lies take over
There are so many, just made another
What to do when you’re so confused
That it seems like there isn’t anything to lose
What to do when you’re living a lie
But no one knows, they walk on by
What to do when you’re so lost
To remember your actions will and do cost
What to do when those scars you look at day after day
Will last all your life, forever they’ll stay
To remind you of when you lost control
From that time when the pain was so dull
All those times that you couldn’t feel
Will anything ever again be real?